I know I promised a post about the whales---and it's coming. Eventually. But for now.... we have a little more pressing story. It's grim. If you have a weak stomach, skip to the end.
Yesterday at 4:30 p.m. Abigail fell out of the window of our three-story apartment building.
Don't ask me to recount details. I had to do it a million times in the ER and the ICU and if I have to do it one more time, I may check into a psych facility. I saw it happen. But I was too slow. And the nightmare has haunted me since.
We are currently in Pediatric ICU of the Harbor View Medical Center in Seattle, WA. Abigail sustained a skull fracture in the parietal region and a contusion of her spleen. Miraculously, that was all. Can you believe it? She fell 30 feet and that was it. Okay, you have permission to throw up.
This morning the neurology surgical team confirmed that her skull fracture was not threatening and they would no longer need to follow that. So we're still here for the spleen. I don't even know what the spleen does. Anyway, they're monitoring internal bleeding. She's dropped in her hematocrit count and she has to be stabilized before she can be released. So we're praying to be home tomorrow night.
Abigail is in pain and is incredibly sore, but if you know Abigail, you know that she's still trying to smile and still being a goofball. We laughed through Bambi tonight at the silly old owl and Thumper's nose as he says "bird." And with wide eyes and a goofy grin she announced to me every time she got a blueberry in her blueberry yogurt. Except the last one. It was only part of a blueberry. She still says, "Oh, Claire, you're so beautiful" every time she sees her baby sister.
But unfortunately she gets scared of remembering what happened too.
So pray. Pray for Abigail that she can heal--not only physically, but mentally and emotionally. This experience is going to haunt her for a long time.
And if you can spare some, please pray for me. I don't know if I can ever wipe the images from my mind. I now understand the definition of traumatic and I think the Atonement is going to play a huge role in my recovery...
Just pray for us.
We love you and we're incredibly grateful for your prayers. Seriously, there's no way we could have survived this alone without them.